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Turn it up side down.
Here is a montage of you tube videos to help express how I feel and my position.
I like the words to this song. It’s good music to listen to while reading. “I want to turn it up side down, find the things they say just cant be found”.
At times my hands are tied because that I am an artist. My influence is limited. I’m just not smart enough to cure the problems in the world alone. I am just one person. With the skill set of drawing pictures. Maybe that’s why I take an interested in finding out what a theorem prover does or what is a Hadron or what is a gauge field. I think if there is a way out from this frustration then it must be knowledge. Knowledge can lead to technology. Who is to say what is possible. Who would believe there are waves in the empty space all around us? Who would think matter and energy are the same, that there is more matter in empty space than there is in dense space? Who would think that the smartest machines we know of are organic and reside in our heads?
Richard Feynman, He drew pictures, not math to describe what is going on at the quantum level. I like to think that is what I am doing or if there is any thing I can do is draw pictures. As crazy as it may sound to some people, that is what I want to do (draw a picture) when I write about my experiences. I’m not as smart as a lot of people, but in the software world there are two paths of careers, there are the developers and then there are architects. I hope to contribute in some way as an artist. Currently my position is making computer games. At first glance I have to ask my self all the time, how is this, what I’m doing helping the greater good? And how do I justify it?
I’m not satisfied with the notion that people are allowed to die.










